Happy f*cking New Year!

I just spent the last 2o minutes scrolling through social media looking at everyone’s New Year’s eve photos and New Year day well wishes!!

I am trying not to be synical but good god this last year sucked and I am still in my pajamas!!

I don’t understand the people in the pretty dresses and fancy nights out??

I didn’t even attempt to make it to midnight last night!! I was more concerned with getting to go to bed early and sleep in past 7 am.

I cooked a big meal this afternoon and had my share of prosecco! I might get in the hot tub later. That is as far as my goals stretch!!

I am not gonna make a cheerful post about what the next year holds for me. I am hoping I still have a job and I get the vaccine soon.

I am hoping I get to take a f’king vacation that involves room service, a mint on my pillow and turn down service in the next year.

I am hoping I get to go somewhere to get my CME’s and that I won’t be permanently chained to my computer for one hour stents for the next year!!

I am hoping that people will be able to break free from home isolation.

I am hoping for a weekly night out for dinner or drinks….God I miss that!!

I am hoping I have the emotional energy to lose this covid fluff!! It is turning more into a problem then just a little extra!!

I am mostly hoping that most of us do more than survive in 2021.

Survival isn’t living and I am ready!!